Oh my goodness, I cannot imagine what that was like!

You certainly show amazing resilience and courage through this though, and I hope you keep finding support and networking to help anchor you. Thoughts and prayers for you and your child to find health, happiness, and fullness as well as peace of mind.

I hope that writing serves as a strong outlet for you to work through pain and share your story. You have done so well in writing this and sharing these unthinkable experiences.